Hobby Gaming and Modding...

I have to start getting back to work on things, that I thought were cool and the depressing part is having to do it in a community that is falling like a person jack knifing off of a bridge into dark and uncertain waters, the first part is not that I am not good enough to do it, but to do it and not have a reason to do it it other than that I want to make something...

The community for modding is retarded as are most social movements that are based on the arts and science's in relation to rituals of mutual objection and social exclusion.
I mean that stating things in a way that is socially acceptable or also being a person that is acceptable in relation to what you want to achieve based on a blockade of people or persons that do not actually want people like you to be able to express themselves or to be able to live a neutral life that you maintain and operate by your will alone, people like that are in charge of company's and work in company's that do things only to hurt people socially or to basically bring about a mediocre stasis that allows for them to exist in society and physically in community's as malcontents or partisans or retrogrades of contemporary consumer pathology in America, for people that are not to young to work or be responsible for their own actions or not to old in relation to their apex or achievement in relation to the majority of the functioning people and workers.

Basically Gays are cock-Blocking so hard it makes people want to kill them in their sleep for trying what they just failed at, and most of us that had to literally endure either forced servitude or slavery for a decade while those of us that had conserved out action and planned ahead watched the potential for achievement in or prime years go away because of other people's hatred, prejudice and ironically homophobia, racism and irrational psychosis.

So most of the posts for this blog will be about what I wanted to do what I'm trying to do what I am learning to do on my own and then also how I am progressing in relation to modding and science fiction fantasy art and I guess just all parts of PC game modding sound, art, programming/coding, hardware.

The reason is that right now Windows PC's are so effing powerful in comparison to what was available 15 years ago that you could take a minimal amount of money and work on something and over a couple of years learn how to mod in a way that would compete with if not surpass the majors in the basis of how vapid and unsatisfying most games are and also how lax and mediocre most company's are about raising the bar, respecting the intellect of the target audience and abstain from mob rule in relation to the standard of individual aesthetic factors in game-play...